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giovanni rammsteiner. ([personal profile] sixtyeighth) wrote2023-02-27 11:41 am

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[ Eren isn't used to broken bones so much, but he's used to injury, including having various parts of his body bitten or torn or cut off. It's usually hands or legs. That was self-inflicted ones, the year he spent missing a leg. He knows it's fucked up. All of it is. No one should be used to that sort of thing. The other titan shifters experienced heavy injury, but Eren just has a habit of getting in deeper than he should no matter the situation.

At Giovanni's words, something that might be a smile if he remembered how to do that crosses Eren's face for a moment. He has a haze of pain, but it's not much; the pain doesn't linger, really, after he heals. If he purposefully doesn't heal, it will hurt longer, but he doesn't need that just yet. He doesn't need to tell his rapidly healing body to slow down and conserve energy.

Eventually, but not yet.

It's hard, he finds, not to pull away. He wants pain but his brain still has some self-preservation, some sense of alarm. That's why this is good, isn't it? The war between wanting it and not wanting it. He has no idea what he's even thinking, for once. No future/past mix, just the present and the bright pain of wounds that heal with those wisps of steam.

He clenches and unclenches his fists, bites his lip until he bites through it — dangerous, if he hurts himself, but he's not going to randomly become a titan. He has control over that.

When Giovanni bites him, that changes the sensation. Without thinking, his hand comes up, twisting into Giovanni's hair. Giovanni might fight him or stop him but it doesn't really matter. Eren's getting what he wants either way.

But if Giovanni doesn't fight him, he'll pull the other man's face up — who cares if it takes more out of him? Eren can heal — and kisses him. It's not a very nice kiss, no art to it. He came here to get hurt, sure, but he also came here to get off; it's mixed up in his head.

Eren's been tasting his own blood for years. Maybe it will taste different on someone else's mouth.
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